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The day I recognized...

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 16, 2014, 2:39 AM
... that I actually am already dead.

That's how I feel right now. An old friend of mine sent me a message and I strolled through her gallery again. Old memories popped up, memories of the time I thought I was dead, but actually was drop dead creative and producing pictures almost every day. They weren't beautiful, since I pretty much just spilled my soul on paper. But I had inspiration. I had thousands of pictures in my mind.

And now they are gone.

The only thing I create is an elf now and then. My head is just empty. And I don't know if it is the medication that is to blame or just... I don't know. The only thing I know is, that it is frustrating.

Sorry for the rant, but even I do have some bad days.

s k i n b y p y e k
  • Mood: Gloomy

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:iconbosda:
Bosda Featured By Owner 5 days ago
Do you accept commissions?
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:iconfederschnee:
Federschnee Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes, I do. ^^ See here: federschnee.deviantart.com/jou… ;)
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Teatime-Assassin Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014
You have awesome, awesome gallery!
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Federschnee Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much! =^^=
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Teatime-Assassin Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014
Btw. I am breathing fantasy too xD
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Federschnee Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
*highfive* :D
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EncrE610 Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2013
Welcome in the group :iconshin-do-sin-dorei: 
I hope you'll like it and that you'll continue doing art like the Bloodelf-eye ^^

Cheers
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Federschnee Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much. :> And of course I will!
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EncrE610 Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2013
My pleasure ^^
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JonathanGragg Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
There have been some changes made to the group, you are now able to upload artwork to the favourite and featured galleries, and submit journal entries! Thanks for being a part of our group!
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^^Click Here^^
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